ONE YEAR IN THE LIFE OF A FEMALE SUBMISSIVE. “The desk clerk was busy so he only gave me a brief, accusatory glance as I sauntered to the elevator, looking like a call girl. Young things in tart-red lipstick and knee high boots don’t just wander into Times Square hotels at one on a Tuesday morning unless they’ve been “ordered.” In a way, I guess I had been.This true account of one year in the sexually adventurous life of a willing sex slave explores the psychological and physical extremes of BDSM through which Lauren learns to navigate the fine line separating reality and fantasy, love and lies.